Selections of Lyrics and Quotes

Is this the real life?
Is this the fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality.
~Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen

Savage world in which you live
Suddenly, dark sky chasing me.

You know your God is watching you
Floating from the sky and calling you
Just a little while I want to be with you
Wipe away all of my tears, for you

I know my god is taking you
Save me from the dark. I'm losing you
All I want to say is loving you
Wiping away all of your tears, for you

Fallen angel kissed me, Holding my last breath.
Fallen angel cried for me.
~u, Anna Tsuchiya

Baby　この世界は
昨日とは違う
あなたのことしか見えない
Baby my wish on a wing
この空を裂いて
あふれる一つの言葉で

Baby　もう未来も
約束もいらない
あなたがそこにいるだけで
Baby my wish on a wing
この声を翔ばせ
ふるえる星を突き抜けて
~Wish, OLIVIA

君のことをいつも歌いたい
悲しい夜を温もりで満たして
愛を見つけて

~storia, Kalafina

Turn right

Life is sweet.
Life is great.
I'm happy.

I have nothing much to say lately except that it is finally going up hill... Finally. Last time it goes this way was end of 2008. Permit me to say "good times."
Although I have been sick for more than a week. Can't really get well if you don't go to the doctor.

For once in a long time I've finally made a decision what I want with my life... But I'll have to keep it a secret for now, hehe.

Job-hunting continues, there's a few hopefuls. I just wish I can get one.

BREAK DOWN THE WALSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Bye bye.

Random update?

I absolutely regret reading logs between us. But wherever that regret came from, it's because I have so much to gain and still so much to lose. I'm not sure about you anymore.

I don't blog anymore. I don't write out my feelings as much as I did anymore. I want to tell myself it is because I don't like people stalking me and looking straight into my mind. But the truth is that I'm just a bit lazy.

Yes I do like attention. Yes I do want people to understand what I feel. Yes I do care about what people think of me. I had this blog for a very sentimental reason - I want to be able to connect with my friends who doesn't have me on my LJ. I want to secretly lurk behind the shadows and know they're alright, without appealing so.

My arrogance and insecurity has pushed people out of my comfort zone. I don't really like that. I don't like the feeling of feeling superior. I don't like being mean. I don't like emotional violence.

I like chaos, I like a bit of rebel, I like a bit of colour. I like to follow my own rules, in my own world, tradition, and space. I always act out of self-interest, instead of for everyone else. I would go far beyond sanity just to see things in a differently order.

I would intentionally rebel just because I don't like the idea of leadership or for the sake of rebel for disrupting. I would pretend I do not care or tell lies to justify all my actions.

This is me, and I can't change it, and don't you change it.

But I miss my friends, and I miss you.

I'm sorry that you never stood by my side, because you would be the luckiest person if you had me.

I will never understand why I didn't do a lot of things when I could. Probably 2 years later from now, 10 years later from no.

But I understand one thing. I understand I will not change the way people make me. I will only change because I understand I won't.

Acceptance is by far your best friend and if you open your heart, there is where your treasure will lie.

(Please don't try to think what I wrote, it has no meaning. :P)

By the way.......... ECLIPSE SUCKS.

Dang

It's in the water baby
It's in the pills that pick you up
It's in the water baby
It's in the way we fuck.
~ Placebo, Post Blue

I swear I've been trying to write this for 20 times in the past month.
I've been procrastinating so much since the stupid ISPs of Malaysia never really gives me a choice of well-being. (YES I BLAME YOU)

I've trying to blog but I forgot how fun it was... I have 3 blogs now and I only update to those I want to share.

This blog is probably the most random and the most public I've ever had though.

Anyways. If you're 20 and you like a 17 year old girl, you ARE a pedophile if you're my best friend's ex boyfriend, simple as that.

Also isn't it ridiculous that you can't do anything at your own home?

Just some thoughts.

Don't you ever.
Don't you ever.
Lower yourself and forgetting all your standards.
Prince Charming.
Prince Charming.
Ridicule is nothing to be scared of.

I have a Twitter by the way.