Nobody Till You

I think I'm addicted to my iPod. I can't be seen in anywhere without it.
If there's WiFi - I'm holding it.
If there's a song I really want to hear - I'm holding it.
If I'm walking on the streets - I'm holding it.
Even if I'm shitting - I'm holding it.

Since I really love Lady GaGa's Bad Romance...

Why can't love feels like love anymore, now that it is old and calmed? Is this normal?
Does it mean we stopped caring about each other?
I can't be the best person to seek help from, but honey, I'm the only person I know who have been having long-lasting relationships that lasts more than a year.
Oh help.

Sometimes I'm jealous of Yvette's conviction for her love, because she needs to be constantly reminded that she is loved and is in fact having a boyfriend. She doesn't accept the fact that she is not glued to her other half.

I am, however, different.

After a very... Abrupt break off, I think I've adjusted my mindset to stop caring so much about everything and just let it flow. My romantic relationship is very easy-going and spontaneous, there's nothing planned, nothing too difficult, and we often know what both of us want before we even asked about it.

I don't think I need be called or texted or reminded everyday that I need something or someone there for me... I don't know if that is normal for people in relationships?

Do I really need to act like honey and bees? Am I doing it right?

Was I too tight? Am I too loose now?

Someday, I will know.



...And that is why I hate being stuck to THE one guy. I should be like Carrie Bradshaw. She always end up with Mr. Big.


Is he my Mr. Big, Edward Cullen, Ren, Romeo, my king?
Penelope told me the King on the chessboard can't survive without her Queen.
Actually I wanted to tell Penelope the Queen will die with her King.
He is the King of my world, and I think he definitely knows that.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed, knowing you will care.

<@GraySea> I want your love, I don't wanna be friends.
<@Magus> orly
<@GraySea> if only she made this song earlier i wouldn't have felt so crappy about myself
<@GraySea> yarly
<@Zonkos> grace wants wills love.
<@GraySea> ..er
<@GraySea> wtf?
<@Tim> huh why grace
<@GraySea> oh
<@GraySea> well
<@GraySea> i had a crush on another guy
<@GraySea> :(
<@GraySea> but i'm allgood now
<@Tim> Oh.
<@Tim> Bad Romance is super fab.
<@Magus> <-other guy
<@Zonkos> dream on
<@Tim> William. I bet.

I love Hermiones.